This is my life now. 10 weeks til brewing diploma exam. I really love this schedule because it’s pretty open and I’m only TAing twice a week and I have 2 more brew days for my research and then it’s just write and compile data and study and practice TED talk and make presentation for conference in Chicago in June and IT’S STILL SO MUCH.
I might start a new blog. I might not. I might change the name of this one, I might not. I don’t know. I need a place to write about things, without so much agency. Anyways.
I can’t stop buying tank tops that say shit on them. This one says, “But first, coffee.” Thx, lookhuman.
I’m doing Baptiste’s 40 days to personal revolution (what up, day 8) and considering giving up chocolate for the next 33 days. A typical day’s food log seems to include chocolate chips with every meal. I don’t know if I can do it. But I love this program, I love being accountable for meditation, and I love the community at my studio and the women doing the program with me. A lot of my students are older and a lot of them treat me like one or their own kids and I’m so grateful for the love.
Things feel better, and then they don’t, and then they do again. Practicing presence.